Being open is hard. i've heard people say that the secret to a relationship is keeping at least 3 things secret every day. others suggest complete openness. The openness i'm speaking of though, it having someone who i can talk to and not feel guilty for talking as opposed to listening. someone who i want to tell things to in a very specific way as opposed to using generalizations or abstract ideas to mask the cause of the issues on my mind.
i just made a long post. I want to write on this topic, but not as much as i want to simply not write anything at the moment. i've done enough blogs/journals to know that i will most likely say "i'll finish this later" and then never come back to it that i am concerned with never actually filling out my thoughts here. I will still leave because i hope that my having pointed all of this out will in fact help remind me to come back and address this blog. i've got enough other crap on my mind that it may get lost up in there, it may be something i focus on so as to better ignore other things... i don't know. we'll see
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